i have spent my night being weird abt the Ccru bc i was looking at my Ccru numeracy-related feminist reading list and going "this is literally 100% white, how can i not make this just completely white without either treating it as an afterthought or being tokenistic?" and then i remembered how godawful certain ccru digital hyperstition mythos stuff is (see tzikvik) and got mad. but then i read the Abstract Culture zine again and remembered the stuff about the origins of zero in the West from Zeroes + Ones and was like, "okay actually, yeah there is a way to do this properly that (non Nick Land) Ccru ppl have laid out, thank heavens"