为了留住妈妈 我想/试图成为她 但是我们之间仅存的connections被时间 事件 和我逐渐变钝的脑子而稀释

it is sad to admit that she is, again, leaving me, in another form, after her death years ago

妈妈 我想你了 我很爱你 你也会想起我吗