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Test finding account back.

Hete to work like a virgin.

Dinner and drink last night with HJX, colleague in hometown. As a gay friend, he is extremely honest and passionate. Shared stories abt ex or exx, sorrows and regret. Can feel his kindness and cuteness. Wish him well.

Leaders are hypocritical. No exceptions.

Feeling that this career is gonna die soon. Never thought that the people who major in putting down fire are going to step into the fire prevention system. Leaders say, it’s a good signal and a big step to the better future. Huge fun. Come on! In this system nobody wanna do more things doesn’t belong to themselves. How can you say everyone is satisfied? Keep lying, lie more, crash sooner.

Thought back the white guy. Didn’t contact more. For one thing we know the bar between us. The other thing is I guess he is straight though. Forget about it.

Had a long talk with him because he sent me a long message after one whole day silence. Frankly speaking I’m not that into this relationship especially after this kind of self doubt or cross question usually. But had no determination to say bye bye. Kindness does bad things.

 meet a cute and white skin colleague from XiChang, seems to be a homo, but married and has child. he said so, no interested to know.

7days business trip in SHcity, no more access to the fire investigation. we spent time sitting in office watching the computers, mobile phones, paperworks, in silence. we thought perhaps we need to invite some experts to give some help. one for investigation itself, one for authority in the future.